Christ what a bad night. We did not get to sleep until 3 and I was up at 6. Huge discussion, but the state of my nerves is getting on my darling's nerves.
We have some serious problems to resolve. I need to try and stay more positive and spill less onto her. I hope I can really kick coke this time around.. it will be one less thing to worry about and hopefully my mood will improve.
I'm going to go to a GP and maybe get some time off work because of high stress levels... I will claim its affecting my performance. She's right, I need to not be in this fucking place. Then I will quit and see if I can get my 3 months from these fuckers, and maybe I will have 3-4 things to work on.
That would be perfect.