OK, this is the good news:

- Pretty good (bearable) day at work today, two good meetings, and I felt appreciated, for a change. Good vibes from one senior guy - could it be my next job?
- Couple of interesting business opportunities coming up.
- Mr Hyde is rearing up his head occassionally and I think this is what is causing my shitty moods as well.
- I've just bought by darling a dozen red roses, hope she likes them and make up a bit for yesterdat
- I have resolved a series of domestic problems we were having and I think we may have found our next house.
-I have raised £300 quid on ebay as working capital and now am starting to sell for real. Quite exciting!

The bad news is I have been turned down for a Barclay fucking card. How dare they? These things never are good.

Also my chest hurts when I breathe, I think I need to see a Gp. I never believe in stress related malaise but I think I may just use this weakness of GPs in my favour an get some time off wohrk.

I think my love right... i think I would feel better with bit of time off work... then I could line up two tall of this stress is getting to me.

I am a bit clenchy jaw-wise, but foresee a nice evening with my love and beautiful daughter. She's so gorgeous, if this wasn't such a private thing full of incriminating crap I would post up a pic.

Byes