Had coaching call with my.. errmmm... coach this morning.
She doesn't do that much... just lets me talk and talk and talk, and you know it really helps.
The the C thing.. I'm getting stronger. Weeks ago I would have never been able to cancel the man. But I did. I thought of my daughter and my wife and the fact that daddy has promised to himself to get clean for Xmas. Hey, I'm not proud of myself but I've hurt no one - yet - except myself.... so I am at the point where return is perfectly possible.
I have to do a lot of Xmas shopping tonight.
Laters