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Day Two and last entry on this blog From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1414 days old)
Time at home alone is all it took. Huge session. Until 10 am. Spent most of yesterday feeling really really down and in bed. Called in sick. Fucked it up. 1 month without and fucked it up again. Wh… more
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Day Vingt, Veinte, Vinte, Twenny From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1429 days old)
No liquid Xmas lunch I promise, just a bit upbeat to think that - I have 2 hot leads for jobs, where my details have now gone - I have 2 hot contacts which I will be seeing this week - I have 3/4… more
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Day 20 From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1429 days old)
Had coaching call with my.. errmmm... coach this morning. She doesn't do that much... just lets me talk and talk and talk, and you know it really helps. The the C thing.. I'm getting stronger. We… more
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19 From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1430 days old)
in case ur wondering I'm still OK... but nearly fucked it up. I was entrusted to baby sit tonight while my wife goes to a work Xmas do... and Mr Hyde came over me as i was driving.... I called the ma… more
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Day Eighteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1431 days old)
Gotcha! Promise you its true. I'm still keeping at it a like a good boy. It nice to have that extra cash... and its getting easier and easier to manage. Anyway its Christmas time and its been r… more
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Day Fifteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1434 days old)
The start of week 3.. how I am feeling?.... well not too bad. Its funny how The Pull dissapears overnight and Hydey boy leaves. I'm thinking of C first thin in the am. Not goot news. Ok gotta Shower s… more
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Day 14 - yeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1435 days old)
I HAVE FUCKING DONE IT GONE TWO WEEKS WITHOUT.... I had a bloody tough day which culminated in a really stupid conversation my my US colleague... It cannot be denied that I'm really grouchy at the … more
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Day Fourteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1435 days old)
Today on the 8th of December... two weeks without coke. Internet not working at home.. so just wanted to say fuck you Mr., Hyde I am now in control, not you. You're tempting me... there is a craving … more
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Day Thirteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1436 days old)
OK, this is the good news: - Pretty good (bearable) day at work today, two good meetings, and I felt appreciated, for a change. Good vibes from one senior guy - could it be my next job? - Couple o… more
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Day Thirteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1436 days old)
Christ what a bad night. We did not get to sleep until 3 and I was up at 6. Huge discussion, but the state of my nerves is getting on my darling's nerves. We have some serious problems to resolve. … more
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Start of Day Thirteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1437 days old)
Fuck.. one more day and I will break the barrier and at least have accomplished something worthwhile this week. My body is now used to once every two weeks. Which is good but not good enough. I was… more
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Day Twelve - musings to music From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1437 days old)
Well, I have some lovely Brahms on the background whilst I'm writing this. I've had the day from hell at work. Despite all assurances, I'm pretty sure that HR hasn't managed to keep their fucking t… more
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Day Twelve From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1437 days old)
So, here we are again, facing each other. The truth is I don't know what's The Pull and what's normal stress crap. Guess what, last night I took the bus past where the pub where The Man operates… more
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Sorry Day Eleven matey From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1438 days old)
Sorry, not day eight its day Eleven already… more
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Day Eight From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1438 days old)
You make me feel like writing, write the day away. Isn't it incredible that right across he world, millions of bucks/yen/euro are being spent on unusused computer resources plus bored employees lik… more
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Day Eleven, part Quatre From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1438 days old)
Yes, still keeping my nose clean. I had written a wonderful entry last night but it got mucked up. Anyway... this Friday is another 2 weeks without. Christmas is getting to me this year.… more
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Day Huit From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1441 days old)
I feel another Ode coming on Ode to my Boss Don't think you say? You don't pay me to use my brain Just do it as the Nike marketing men say You used to sell footwear Then bought your Pale… more
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Day Eight From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1441 days old)
I will be away for the next couple of days people. So please don't worry about me as I will not be able to write over the weekend. Isn't it amazing that its day eight... again.... already... I'm r… more
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Day Seven From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1442 days old)
So, being a good boy now that my body is telling me to stop abusing myself. My boss is a prick, splitting hairs - he actually called me to his office about leaving half an hour earlier than I shoul… more
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Day.err what is it now... Six???? From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1443 days old)
When the still sea conspires an armour and its aborted currents breed tiny monsters True sailing is dead I fucked it again and the Gods fucked me by giving me an epileptic fit which left me abs… more
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Day Thirteen From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1448 days old)
I am looking forward to this weekend, or perhaps not because we're giong to spend it working and looking at flats. Tonight however I'm gong out with and old friend of mine, for dinner... two old rooma… more
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Day Twelve From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1449 days old)
Hi everyone I'm too busy to write more but everything is cool, and Mr Hyde is away. Nothing much to report at the moment...and not feeling too inspired.... … more
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Day Eleven From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1450 days old)
Hi everyone, no I didn't fuck up... just been really busy with work and stuff at home. Just finished a sales conference which went extremely well and I have come up with the best Fuck You ever to m… more
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Day Nine From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1452 days old)
Well, two weeks milestone in now in the horizon. The Pull is definitely more manageable than it was before, and I simply have so much to do at the moment that I thnk it will be easy to make it through… more
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Day Eight From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1453 days old)
been a bit clenchy today.. I think its because its back to work tomorrow. Sunday afternoons... mmmm. I could never really handle them them well. In case you're wondering, yes I finally got some … more
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Day Seven From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1454 days old)
Oh God just had a fight with the missus... but we've made up already. My girl is great but she's messy and gets aggressive when thi is pointed out - so one thing led to another and it was like "I Will… more
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Day Seven From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1454 days old)
Hi Just been to see three flats in SW6 London for rent. They were fucking awful, all of them, no exception. We are looking to pay up to 1.4 K a month. The first place was in front of a estate.. the … more
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Day Six - its the weekend From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1455 days old)
My boss is away this Friday which means plenty of time to job and house hunt. Did I mention we're moving...? Yup just to add to the fun and games Here;s all that's going on in my life at the moment… more
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Day Five From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1456 days old)
So.. how do I feel today? - happy that the sun is shining - happy with our new car - happy about my first call last night with a "life coach" which was illuminating and interesting. - my boss is… more
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Day Four From
just4blogs
in Good bye to Charlie Part Trois
(1457 days old)
Good to see I'm getting some of the old traffic back... For those odf you new to this unfolding drama PREVIOUSLY ON GOOD BYE TO CHARLIE The third attempt of a 35 year old man with a wife and … more